Parenting

So to be honest I only went to class once this week. I was really sick on Wednesday and stayed home and on Friday I had a lot on my mind and I really didn't want to be around a bunch of people at school (I know it sounds like a lame excuse but I just was not feeling it on Friday). This week was about parenting. I have a lot of mixed feelings about being a parent. I go to a school and church where I feel like everyone is telling me that I should have a baby now that I am married, and that we shouldn't wait because of finances or other stuff. On the other hand I feel like we just got married and are still adjusting to that and I don't really feel ready to be a parent at all. I am so scared to be responsible for someone else and guiding them to make good decisions and teaching them everything they need to know. I don't know how my parents do it! Scary! Anyways I was talking to Jordan about all my conflicting feelings and he said the best thing ever! (He is really the best ever! I love him more everyday! Ok mushiness is over) Basically Jordan told me that it does not matter what other people say, we can decide when we will start having children and that is a decision that we will make between just the two of us and our Heavenly Father and that's all that matters. What a relief! I hope that my kids will be like these kids and will know the true meaning of Christmas! Enjoy the cuteness!

Fatherhood and Finances

This week we talked a lot about finances and about fatherhood. I'm going to focus on fatherhood, because I'm kind of tired of all the financial talk. We only talked a little bit about fatherhood in class but we had an assignment to write a paper about fatherhood. I really enjoyed writing this paper because it gave me some time to reflect on my own dad and how he is involved in my life. If you don't know my dad, he is the best dad in the world, though I probably didn't think that when I was a teenager. My dad always made me feel like I could talk to him about anything and I could talk to him at anytime. He always shared stories from his own life, that taught him important lessons that were relevant to what I was experiencing. My dad never forced me to make any important decisions, he would tell me what he thought was best but left me to make the decision on my own and I was able to learn a lot this way, and it wasn't always the easiest way to learn things. I'm sure there were times when my dad would just want to tell me what to do to save me some heartache but he never did. He is really the best dad and a great guy. If you think he is really shy and quiet you should get to know him better, he is really funny and could probably tell you stories from his childhood that you would not expect. I love him :)

Communication and Mutual Problem Solving

When we talked about Communication and Problem Solving this week we talked about how the Quorum of the Twelve Apostles meets and we used it as a model of how to meet as a couple or family. I also thought this was really cool and wanted to share it. They meet every Thursday in the Salt Lake City temple. Everyone is ALWAYS there, (there was a period of time when one or two of them were not able to meet because they were out of the country on church business for about a year, but I guess they announced this to the whole church and found a way to still all meet together, I would guess by some form of Skype). Everyone comes early and they take the time to get to know each other and talk to each other, they build friendships and caring, loving relationships. Then they hold their meeting. When each topic is brought up each member talks about what they think of it, in order, and they make sure to do it in a loving way, with God's will in their minds. Then after their meeting is over they have some kind of refreshment and they are able to talk more and continue to build their friendships. I think this could be a good way to have a couple council or family council. To greet each other and help build your relationships and then pray before you start. Then let everyone take turns speaking and give everyone a chance to share their thoughts (in a loving calm way, no yelling). Then close the meeting with a prayer and have some treats after together and visit with each other. I think this will help families make the best decisions that they can and they will be closer together. Maybe Jordan and I will start doing this! My teacher also recommended a book called "Counseling with our Counsels" and he said it was a great book that goes through this model a little more in detail.

Transitions into Marriage!

This topic this week was like my life! I just got married and I feel like I am still transitioning into it. Some things we talked about that I thought were important were: Set up a foundation: this includes family rules, expectations and roles. Figure out who does what ans work together. Next: Build your "picket fence": this doesn't mean build a real fence. This is a figurative fence around your new little family. There's "holes or spaces" where people (like your family) can come in but there is a definite boundary. This provides separation, you may be thinking "but I don't like separation", this is a good kind of separation. You can still be close to your family but they don't have to know every single little thing about your life. Also: Figure out how you will deal with finances and how you will settle arguments. This week was so helpful! I was able to go home and talk to Jordan about some things that I learned that I thought we could do and I think we have improved a little bit!

Prep for Marriage

This week we talked about preparing for marriage, which I thought would not be that beneficial to me because I just got married. But I learned a few things and I realized I could still do this preparation even though I am already married. We talked a lot about things the couple can do to prepare for marriage and one thing that still runs through my head from time to time is "Inquire well". I'm not sure where I heard this but the speaker was talking about how important it is for couples who are contemplating marriage to inquire well, meaning that they should get to know each other very very well. Now I know from experience that you will not be able to know every single thing about a person before you get married, I still learn new things about Jordan all the time, but I think that you can learn a lot about a person and that this is really important. I can't think of any examples to illustrate what I am trying to say but you don't want to marry someone you just met and you only spend time watching movies or something like that where you don't really communicate or get to know each other. You could marry a stranger and be in for the shock of your life! (Ok getting married in general offers a lot of shock..at least for me it was a lot of change!)I guess what I learned this week is to just always try to get to know each other. Ask random questions like I do! I always ask Jordan random questions and he teases me a little for asking things out of the blue but he always answers and we talk about it! It's really fun. So ask lots of questions! And if you need help I was in the bookstore and saw a book that was like 300 questions to ask each other before you get married. If you google "questions to ask your boyfriend o girlfriend" you can get some...naughty questions so try to avoid that. Maybe ask people you now and admire what they think you should ask. Good luck and happy questioning!